herm today is SUNDAY...adiba kept asking, "kak ina, arinie ari apa?" and my favourite answer would be, "hari nie HARIMAU...hahaha"
actually thats not what im going to say here...
basically im done with my first treatment session...another two sessions to go...just bear with it farahalina...u're tough enough sayang!
last nite suddenly, nunun text me and asked me wether i know how to sew a BAJU KURUNG???hahaha that question sounds very funny...farahalina n sewing doesnt goes very well together...hahaha but i promised nunun to asked my grandmum to teach her...so, knonnya ari nie la nunun nak belajar, tp because of DUET, dia membatalkan niat...haha that is because, she need to buy kaen but got no money...xpe2 besok plak...
but this morning, "ina, nun trasa nk makan spaghetti..."
then," come la...rumah xda sape...ina masakkan..."
later, "ina, nun ngan ped ngan hazim tau..."
today i got so many things to do...memasak untuk adk2 kesayangan, lima anak angkat mama dan kengkawanku... dayani said, "apa kata kita telefon sume kawan kita, jemput dtg rumah sebab da kenduri doa selamat...har! har! har!"
gile memperli adikku seorang nie...
so, my meals for today:
- tomyam udang
- ikan goreng
- ubi kentang masak ala farahalina
- ayam masak tiram
- spaghetti
hahaha agak bangga di situ~
i do hope everybody enjoy the meals...
ina wat dengan penuh kasih sayang yer~
but theres sumthing that i noticed when i sit down with mereka...saya lebey banyak melihat, bergelak dan tersenyum...it is because, saya tidak tahu ape yg mereka cakapkan...i was really far2 behind...a lot of stories that i didnt know...it is different...i used to be the 'talking' person rather than 'laughing' person...theres so many things that they done it together...i was not there...im jealous...OMG! ina dah sangat ketinggalan...walaupon the environment is still the same, but the people is totally different...especially me...i miss them so much...really...i miss talk to them like i always do before...but im grateful because i still feel alive, happy when they were around me...i realized even though, banyak benda ina ketinggalan SEKARANG, xbanyak happy moments ngan diorang SEKARANG, xbanyak talked about feelings and emotions ngn diorang SEKARANG, but they never left me behind, they never forget me...
they are my true friends~
farahalina bertuah sebab dianugerahkan sahabat seperti kamu semua...terasa kecil diriku berbanding dengan kamu semua~