Monday, November 23, 2009

10 things

10 good things about me:
  1. im an independent girl
  2. i know how to cook
  3. i know how to take care of a baby
  4. i believe that moderation is the best
  5. penyayang,prihatin~
  6. i love being myself
  7. FAMILY first, FRIENDS second, BOYFRIEND?! third~
  8. always try to be positive under any events
  9. always wants the best in my life
  10. i do what i want~
10 bad things about me:
  1. suka membuat assumption terlebey dahulu, and judge something based on it
  2. i kept to myself my problems ~bila meletup, hush, diri sendiri xdpt kawal
  3. extra sensitive ~especially with people that i love
  4. mood swing ~ini yang xdapat nk perbaiki since dulu, 'taufan halina'
  5. pemarah ~sometimes i can control it but most of the time?? hampeh
  6. once i hate a person, its hard for me to change it ~the least i could do is 'ina xnk da pe2 kaitan ngan dia'
  7. i like to do anything that people will say 'NO farahalina' ~degil sebenarnya
  8. saya tidak suka bila saya SAKIT ~i feel like im not like others
  9. sifat malas yang suka bermaharajalela di dlm diri
  10. farahalina nak semua orang bagi perhatian kpd dia ~impossible
10 things i would love to do:
  1. hiking would be the best for now
  2. shopping handbags and shoes ~ try not to beli sembonia lagi
  3. masuk every kedai makan and eat
  4. picnic i guess
  5. watching movies ~theatre natrah
  6. have a trip~
  7. masuk amazing race ngan izah
  8. pergi menenangkan jiwa kat tepi pantai ~vacation
  9. bawak kreta F1
  10. pergi brunei, jumpa hasanal bolkiah, ajak dia kawen...hahahaha
10 things of my past that i still remember till now:
  1. mama peluk time dpt result upsr, mama nangis time dpt result pmr, mama bangga time dapat result spm
  2. abah pukul sampai berdarah kat kaki ~ abah menangis malam tu time sapukan minyak masa ina tido
  3. bang jie ngan bang shraf suka panggil ina GEMOK
  4. zaman persekolahan yang sangat indah
  5. perasaan masa terlanggar org ~ ingt dh mati bdk tue
  6. perasaan terlibat dalam kemalangan ~putrajaya, jalan ampang
  7. lelaki bangang~
  8. bergadoh ngan si gemok sampai berdarah
  9. bersama dayana,dayani,adiba,kakyong,amiera
  10. setiap kali birthday, mesti dapat good morning kiss dari abah ngan mama
10 things i wish i could have:
  1. everytime kluar shopping, duet dalam purse adlh RM1000
  2. kereta harrier sebijik!!!
  3. ada kawan dari kecik 'childhood friend' yang tahu segala2nya tentang ina
  4. ada restoran sebijik
  5. ada sebijik rumah yang everything is control by a remote control
  6. nak private jetplane satu so that when i feel like to runaway from anything, its become usefull
  7. tringin nak ada satu pulau~
  8. i want life without any single problem
  9. ina nak ada stu rumah kt perth
  10. boyfriend ~yg ini sanggup tunggu when its ok to have it
10 things i owned:
  1. handphone
  2. besta
  3. laptop ~need a new one actually
  4. handbags
  5. car
  6. shoes
  7. watch ~looking forward for that 'elle'...abah?
  8. jewellery
  9. handy cam
  10. a good heart ~*wink2*
10 important persons in my life:
  1. abah
  2. mama
  3. farhan
  4. dayana
  5. dayani
  6. adiba
  7. ummi
  8. chu
  9. kakyong
  10. saiful hafiz
10 loveable persons in my life:
  1. nur farhani
  2. izzah halmi
  3. farhan alia
  4. rahida ainun
  5. hanis japri
  6. abang hazwan
  7. husna hidayati
  8. hanaa zhari
  9. nur farahain
  10. muhammad hazim
persons that i hate:

~you, you, you, you...im so sorry...i do have reasons why i hate all of you...ina sangat berharap korang jauhkan diri dari ina... hati ina sakit...ina meluat...ina benci...ina xnak ada ape2 kaitan ngan korang~

my wishes:

~i want to start a new phase of my life...ina harap ia mudah...ina dah xnak ada perasaan macam dulu...ina xkacau hidup orang lain...ina akan redha dan pasrah ngan apa yang terjadi selepas ini...baik,buruk ina terima ngan tangan terbuka...=) wish me luck~

Sunday, November 22, 2009

ketinggalan

herm today is SUNDAY...adiba kept asking, "kak ina, arinie ari apa?" and my favourite answer would be, "hari nie HARIMAU...hahaha"


actually thats not what im going to say here...

basically im done with my first treatment session...another two sessions to go...just bear with it farahalina...u're tough enough sayang!

last nite suddenly, nunun text me and asked me wether i know how to sew a BAJU KURUNG???hahaha that question sounds very funny...farahalina n sewing doesnt goes very well together...hahaha but i promised nunun to asked my grandmum to teach her...so, knonnya ari nie la nunun nak belajar, tp because of DUET, dia membatalkan niat...haha that is because, she need to buy kaen but got no money...xpe2 besok plak...

but this morning, "ina, nun trasa nk makan spaghetti..."
then," come la...rumah xda sape...ina masakkan..."
later, "ina, nun ngan ped ngan hazim tau..."

today i got so many things to do...memasak untuk adk2 kesayangan, lima anak angkat mama dan kengkawanku... dayani said, "apa kata kita telefon sume kawan kita, jemput dtg rumah sebab da kenduri doa selamat...har! har! har!"

gile memperli adikku seorang nie...

so, my meals for today:
  • tomyam udang
  • ikan goreng
  • ubi kentang masak ala farahalina
  • ayam masak tiram
  • spaghetti
hahaha agak bangga di situ~

i do hope everybody enjoy the meals...

ina wat dengan penuh kasih sayang yer~

but theres sumthing that i noticed when i sit down with mereka...saya lebey banyak melihat, bergelak dan tersenyum...it is because, saya tidak tahu ape yg mereka cakapkan...i was really far2 behind...a lot of stories that i didnt know...it is different...i used to be the 'talking' person rather than 'laughing' person...theres so many things that they done it together...i was not there...im jealous...OMG! ina dah sangat ketinggalan...walaupon the environment is still the same, but the people is totally different...especially me...i miss them so much...really...i miss talk to them like i always do before...but im grateful because i still feel alive, happy when they were around me...i realized even though, banyak benda ina ketinggalan SEKARANG, xbanyak happy moments ngan diorang SEKARANG, xbanyak talked about feelings and emotions ngn diorang SEKARANG, but they never left me behind, they never forget me...

they are my true friends~
farahalina bertuah sebab dianugerahkan sahabat seperti kamu semua...terasa kecil diriku berbanding dengan kamu semua~

Saturday, November 21, 2009

tarappappa..

huhu...suddenly dont know what to do...cuaca yang basah2 nie menyebabkan diriku malas nk kluar mahupon besuka ria...its better to 'manjakan' diri dirumah...


nway...my heart is empty...i'm so sorry my dear~

lets start with my routine at home:

  • sesudah subuh, bangun n xleh sambung tido...then antar farhan n adiba ke sekolah, but since its school holiday, sempat la nk gi berjogging...
  • around 8am, prepared breakfast for my dear 'adik2s'...
  • after that, starting to 'mengemas' everything...balik rumah rasa mcm tongkang pecah...yes my dear, singa betina dah balik...
  • 11am starting to prepare our lunch...basically im totally forgot how to cook...haha i do have to open cooking books to refresh my memory...senget!!!
  • after zohor, sambil melayan perasaan kt depan tv, tgn memulakan kerja melipat baju mahupon meng'iron'...
  • after dinner, masuk bilik, golek sana-sini, klo dah sangap gila, tido jer, if da sumthing nk wat, bru stay up...
jadi itu la yg farahalina buat setiap hari... n theres one moment, when i think that its really good if there was no car in this world because im so tired to drive it to pick my sisters and brother from school...*sigh* penat nk redah traffic light sampai 14 pergi dan balik...

my phone stop ringing since i got home...sedeykan...no mood to text everybody...cuma kekadang orang gila HAZIM jer yang call dan membuatkan saya gelak bak teburai perut dengan lawak2 bengang dan bengongnya...

since balik, xsempat lagi kuar ngan kakyong...she's a busy woman rite now...just havin chance to talk with her on the phone...

pak rosli dan mak noraimah pon busy macam baru kena lantik jadi wakil rakyat jitra...hermmmmm lg la menambahkan ketidak sukaan saya berada di rumah...cuma sekarang, pagi2, umi slalu on9 tok beborak...jd leh la jg share pe2 ngan umi...

farahalina dapat merasakan that she was gaining FAT...OMG!!!!! im craving for food all the time...even farhan cakap,"ma, kak ina makan dua kali ganda dari dek an kot"
haish...kna control nie...xkan nk jadi si gemok yang dahulu...

thats for now i guess...
friends,
lotsofloveshugsandkisses~

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

ting tong~

rupa-rupanya memang betol ape yang orang cakap...
dia xkan menghalang...
n dia macam xkisah...
he wont holds my hand n say, "just stay with me"
*sigh*
*tears*

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

nak tunjuk!

omg!!! the best mother-in-law wanna be..

am i the one that got engaged?? with whom?? tarapappa...

sedey dalam senyuman...menghitung ari...bape lame lg leh bemanja ngan kakyong..

from both sides...yang besangkar tue ours...

ini la mother-in-law wanna be kakyong...

we're happy for her..


last deepavali, the most beloved cousin of mine got engaged with her true love...
huahua
so sweet ma...
semoga bahagia ke jinjang pelamin...anak... menantu...cucu...liang lahad...

reactions~

abah
"ya rabbi farahalina...kereta nie dh berapa tahun xbasuh? boley plak usung merata dlm keadaan cmnie...xsayang kereta ka?"

setelah bngun tido...

"haa tue abah dah tolong basuhkan kreta...klo orang tgk kereta kamu, xdanya orang pecaya tue kereta pompuan...yg kemek tepi tu ape plak citernya?"

senyum simpul disitu...

mama
"aih...tepon baru pulak...bnyak duet kamu..."

cuba berfikir seketika...

"eh, mana da mama...tue tepon abang hazwan...tepon ina sedikit rosak...jadinya dia bagi guna yang dia dulu..."

mama seakan mahu menyambung...

"apala benda yang ada kt kamu xrosak..."

menggeleng kepala...

adinda2
"kak ina, xkan balik nak tidoq ja...benyawa la ciket kt rumah nie..."

tok
"uih, kui kecik tok tengok...kt sana xcukup makan ka kak ina?"

adakah itu perlian?

"xda la tok...makan ja...besa la...belajaq truk...masalah dunia nak kena pikiaq..."

cousins
"balik lama mana kali nie?"

"ada la dalam dua tiga minggu..."

"kira lepas nie muka nie jer la yang nak menyemak kt umah tok...malas nak masak,datang sini..."

hanya mampu tersengeh...

Monday, November 16, 2009

hye there~

currently im home
bru jer bangun...farhan n d gang bising gila
received lots of kisses and hugs...suke2
banyak benda nak dilampiaskan...suka duka kehidupan
lots of chocolate waitin for me...lovin it
balik umah keta nauzbillah...
bangun tdo, bekilat bak mutiara...thnx abah